Friends? Bunch of bullshits.

Hey loves,

I was really pissed the other day, knowing that a friend of mine has been talking loads behind my back. Eff-ing shit.

Well here goes... did u ever came across someone who doesn't stop boasting how great their life are, how rich they are, how they can get things they want effortless, how GREAT their other half are? Maybe the first few time we wouldn't feel a thing cause you know them well enough to be sure that they have no intentions to make u feel bad about your life.

But... What if they talk about it every single day?

Like ohh.. today i went out dining at the finest restaurant in town with my boyf, it was so sweet, my boyf is so freaking perfect... bla.

Next day, ohh i went out with boyf today. He brought me to his parents they bring me to dinner... yada yada.

Okay. I know the purpose is to share but i haven finish those sentence. What if your friend tell u all taht and add on something like:

If i have no parents approval to go out with my bf like you.. i think i rather die.

If his parents didnt approve me to be with him like how u and ur bf's parents pretended they dont know we're together.. i think i cant stand it....

Know why people love to share their GREATEST TALES to me? Cause i'm their best friend? Think again. It's because my life is much worst than them and they want to tell those to me to make their lifes even more perfect and i'm the perfect person to be treated like that.

The other day i was freaking depress and stressed out. So my friend called and ask me how i was. After asking, she flipped 360degree and started telling about her bf and their HAPPILY EVER AFTER stories. WTF-man.

So u think i'm the bad guy? I'm eff-ing Jealous?

Think again.

I have curfew but i live with it.

My bf has less ability than yours but he's using his brain and building things up with his own hands. WITH EFFORT. Not effortless like some rich ass.

So what if our parents doesn't approve YET? I have much more years to live. My day will come and by the time... you will be already bored with your bf.

And one last thing... at least.. i use my brain.

Your just pissing me off. So called friend.. You didnt even bother about my feelings....

Why people just love doing this to me.

Confront me if u wish.

Bring it on.

Bring ur "toad prince" or wtv male soldier u have.

I have dignity too.

p/s: just so you know, i hope u'll understand how i feel.

Estelle

KLCC & Pavilion

Hey Loves,

I have been very very busy lately, with my hectic timetable, stacking assignments, mid term exam and not forgetting, A LOT of shopping. Weekends are finally here!!! and it's gonna be a long one.

So i went down to KL with my family today since my 10++ year old green fridge has broke down officially. We went KLCC for that harvey norman sale.

While dad were busy looking at some stuffs in the exhibition hall, Me and sis went to the KLCC park to capture nice pictures. Here are some pictures we took:

I call it "The Secret Garden". It's a tiny spot in KLCC park.

waterfall.

Mummy and daddy looks so lovely together.

Petronas Twin Tower

Daddy and Mummy, holding hands, walking from the exhibition centre to Suria KLCC.

Suria KLCC

We left KLCC at 6 then i asked dad to bring me to Pavilion since it's still early and i NEVER been there before. Seriously. LOL I love the Christmas deco they set up. It's awesome. I'm starting to love Pavilion. It's so damn huge, i can spend a whole day in it and not to forget, all the shops over there are finely furnished and there are more varieties. For example, Forever 21 @ Pavilion. the shop is so huge and there are so many different clothes sold compared to forever 21 shops in other malls. We cant even get to find some of the clothes in other retail shops in other malls too.. So yeah. I love Pavilion. "The higher you go, the cheaper the things are." LOL

Pavilion's centre court

Sis and I

Santa's slay @ the main entrance of Pavilion

Me, Mum and dad.

Mr. Glowing Reindeer

Dad's fav picture. Coach LOL. damn -.-

Spot me and sis!

Forever 21. It's like a shopping heaven here.

Bimbo.

Ahhhhh... just got a bad news.. tmr's plan to to watch "New Moon" has been cancelled. Sigh. I dont know how long will it take till i go watch it. I have been anticipating for saturday to come all week. But.... sighh. T.T

But anyway, i still love my day before it strikes 12.

Such a disappointment...

xoxo,

Estelle

Day with Collegemates

Today was a GREAT day. Went out with 7 of my college mates during break time to Tropicana City mall, the mall which i blacklisted long time ago. But surprisingly, I had fun this time by only walking around with my college mates in the Ground floor of the mall. Had fun snapping pictures and trying on clothes.

At kitschen. 4 chicks in black. B-)

From left: Prithi, Joey, Hui shan and Lillian

I found a super nice dress for myself. Love it.

Cover girl LOL *pukes*

With Joey =D

We went over to ss2 for a quick lunch after that and went back to coll for classes. Had a great time with u guys! Looking forward for more!

Xoxo,

Estelle

Gift for Y =D

Hey loves,

I went to Berjaya Times Square today with mum and dad. Didn't have much time to walk around the whole mall tho. Plus sis didn't follow along, so i walked around the mall alone looking for caps for Young.

Finally i found one.. Simple, not pricey and nice.

Oh.. ignore my face. LOL I look like crap

Sis put on the cap and started to pose like it's hers. LOL

Oh she's good. SS pro i guess... -.-

Youngsters... TSK TSK TSK

P/s: I hope you like it.

xoxo,

Estelle

Paper Clay Craft (part 3)

Hi loves,

I'm back with more! =D

Electric guitar. My brother's favourite. Still thinking what colour should i paint it.

It's a key chain btw. Smaller than my palm.

Miniature PSP key chain! Made of paper clay too of course. LOL.

Kinda cacat but good try for a starter.

xoxo,

Estelle

Paper clay craft (part 2)

I had been doing some research about what i can make using paper clay and i saw sites teaching us how to make clay flowers which look damn real. So i learned it myself and look how it turns out!

It's the first rose i'd ever made with clay. So forgive the not so smooth and uneven part. But anyway, i love it!! Craving to do more. =) Key chains perhaps?

xoxo,

Estelle

Third day of second semester

Hey loves,

I just came back from college around 12. The first day and the second day of my second semester had been quite hectic. Lack of sleep too. Classes were dull. All my teacher are amazing... in what sense? In hypnotising the whole class. Bet they get a certificate for Masters in Hypnosis rather than the subject they're teaching. Terrible.

This is my lovely new love, I bought it few weeks ago and now i'm craving for more canvas bags. I bought it at sungai wang for 20bucks. It doesn't look cheap though. I love it. Even my friends does too. They're eager to get one themselves. LOL Let's look what's in the sack...

My timetable. Look how crazy it is.

Bunch of stuffs i bring to college.

Anyway i collected my semester one finals exam result slip. Many of them lined up to make appointment with the head of student affairs to settle things because they've failed in the finals. According to Ms. Melissa, she said that our batch is terribly poor.. Worst ever batch.. @@ Honestly, I can tell.

As for me, a sharp 2.0 doesn't sounds any worst at all after knowing that i'm much better than alot of them. LOL. Everyone thinks i'd already planned to score 2.0. -.-

xoxo,

Estelle

My debut paper clay craft.

Hey loves..

I just made my first paper clay craft!!!

I tiny cupcake. Took less than a minute to complete! It's very easy.

My little cupcake

OMG i love it so much.

Looking forward to do more.

P/s: Tell me your comments on my chatbox and maybe suggest some ideas!

Xoxo,

Estelle

My new big project

Woo woo... new project coming up. I went Midvalley today and i had a sudden thought of making a model house and add in characters made of paper clay as a gift. So i went over to art friends (my fav shop) to hunt for some clay.

ART FRIEND!!

Always go crazy whenever i step inside like it's the first time.

My paper clay. Cheap though... cost only 8bucks.

I'd been catching up on learning it since i came home. Should've done it when my sem holidays started and not now, the last day of my sem holidays. LOL. Plan to bring'em to college tomorrow. Sketch out my idea and do a debut paper clay craft. Sounds good?

Other highlights of the day:

Metrojaya shopping fest @ Midvalley exhibition hall

It's crazy there.. seriously. everyone grabbing stuffs like it's free. From apparels to shoes, household appliances and much more. It's like highlights of the whole Metrojaya store. Snapped a pic there. Womens are like beast when it comes to grabbing their desired handbag during a huge sale.

See... I told you. LOL

Nikon fair @ Midvalley Center court

Regretted that i didnt insist to bring the SLR out today. There's some photography contest and some free tutorials too. But too bad... SLR's sleeping at home. Dad was disappointed. haha

Nikon fair

Tmr's my first day of my second semester.. SIGHH.. I'm so not ready. T.T Thank god i got company for lunch. I want more breaks now. hahaha I never get satisfied. O wells wish me luck for tomorrow!

P/s: i dont wanna go college tmr!!

xoxo,

Estelle

Best thing to describe my day

Candle & flame.

Ignites new hope, new start and romance?

Perhaps.

p/s: thanks for everything.

xoxo,

Estelle

a box full of memories

Hi Loves

My Cousin is moving in tomorrow, so we had spring cleaning to make some space for her.. Besides the part that my dressing table is being shifted, my day was okay. =) So while we're cleaning our rooms, sis found a old box beneath her bed and we found a lot of aged stuffs inside.

Item 1: Dad's college time diary.

It's like da vinci code. I cant even understand his writing.

God knows what he wrote inside.

Item 2: brother's kindergarten-time's math exercise books.

Well well well.. he's an undeniable math genius. all corrects. Cant even find an error to tease!

Item 2: brother's kindergarten-time's drawing book.

Du-Ri-An!

Err.. Butterfly? What happened to it's flaps?

Onion

Sun and moon. B-)

Item 3: Brother's kindergarten time's vocab book. *(best part)

Item 4 : Some of bro's Masterpiece

Bunch of diff artworks.

RED ice cream

OWL????

Flower.

Aww... your so cute laarhhh kor.... T.T

Decent handwriting for a 6 year old.

P/s: you're freakin cute.

Xoxo,

Estelle

Day at Amanda's

Hello loves,

Today's actual plan was supposed to be Amanda coming over to my house. Dad's just home from Maldives, so Mum dont want me to disturb dad resting so she allow me to go over to her house to help her with some final scratches on her gift to Nigel for their half year anniversary, and a cooking practice for our dear friend Amanda, for their "day-light-lunch" tomorrow. haha.

Cabonara spagetthi. Today's special from our chef Amanda with some guide from our supervisor of the day and Jessica, the spectator. :

The taste was weird. Maybe it's because of the marinated minced meat and huge amount of garlic. It was abit sourish, salty and i dont know. Just tasted weird. AHAHAHA! Sorry dear.

After finish cooking and all, we went into her room to finish up on the gift.. she spent 56 bucks just to print all the pictures. Amazingly.... expensive.

And... we got things started.

Me and Amanda arranged the pictures one by one and woallaa...

We finished pasting and cutting the edge and put the masterpiece and found that little heart stucked inside the photo frame. Me and amanda stared at each other for a second when we flip the frame over and laughed together. Little Trouble maker is it's name.

Amanda with her masterpiece.

All done and wrapped.

Final result of the card. done by Amanda.

Honestly, i had fun today. All the sticking, cutting, placing, and all... i love doing those stuffs and not forgetting the chatting and giggling part with Amanda. haha. Hope Nigel will ♥ and appreciate it.

Early shoutout for u both:

Happy half-year anniversary!

Last but not least, picture of the day:

lovely. well said.

P/s: Hope u both would have a graet day tmr.

It's hard to find the right one.

We should feel blessed.

xoxo,

Estelle

Last week of Semester break

Amanda called yesterday morning

Amanda: Estelle, my class starts at 4. Still got so long more. What should i do? And i just checked the calendar. This friday is the 16th!! U know wat i mean?

Estelle : Owh really, then wat your gonna buy for him then?

It went on and on and Amanda decided to come to my house to help her with her pictures. Do some DIY stuffs. After that we went shopping for frames and some materials. We spent most of the time deciding which frame to pick. Then she's late for class so she have no choice but to bring me to college together since she cant drop me at home and Nigel's busy.

And so, I intruded Inti College. it's amazing that the guards wouldn't even doubt or check if we're intruders or not. Then i went to her computer lab while waiting for her class to finish and we head to my house again to do some touch ups on the pictures. Ahhh... and that was how things went yesterday. Tho i get tons of scolding from mum and SOMEONE ELSE, it's fun tho. =D

Okay. I have a new addiction. CAFE WORLD. Been playing it since 2 days ago. Couldn't stop. Thanks to Amanda again. haha. It's a time-killing game on facebook. Go check it out. It's much better than restaurant city tho.

That's all for today.

xoxo,

Estelle

random

AHhhhhh... i used to ♥ holidays, but not any more.

Having more holidays will just kill me.

I'm 18 but I'm having a 14 year old level kinda freedom limit.

Did not go out during holidays.

Cant go anywhere.

All the NO.. No.. noo... ss

It's killing me.

I cant wait till next semester starts!

At least i dont have to sit home doing the same ol' things everyday.

BTW, I passed my finals! All the subjects.

Carry on smoothly to the next semester! WOOOOOOOHHH!!!!

But I cant celebrate it... =(

Life's boring.

Just being random.

XOXO,

Estelle

19th anni outing and Mooncake festival!

I went out ytd morning with young, amanda and nigel again. Half of it was great, but the others sucked. SIGH. Nigel was supposed to fetch all of us. but he left house late and he made a mistake and got caught in a massive jam and... he cant come fetch me out. so... I have to ask daddy to fetch me out, which i have to get all the sighs and @#$$%^ on the journey to pyramid. Dad expect me to cross the flyover myself. but ended up stopping in front of pyramid, where there's fences blocking, and i cannot go in. There's a hole in the fences so i sorta like went in thru it and, i had 2 1inch long scars on my back. -.- And... when it came to movies, I demand to watch "the Ugly Truth" and it end up only front few seats so, we change to Far cry, WHICH, i regretted the most. The movie sucked big time.

I! Absolutely hated it.

I went uncle's house for a little family gathering dinner. My mum catered some food to bring over there. It's mooncake festival! So, of course it wouldn't be without some candles and beautiful lanterns!

Dinner time.

That's max, my uncle's 5 or 6 month old son. The left pic is when he's still 3 month old. He's a Husky.

Poor Max got locked up in cage, when we're playing with candles.

He likes the lantern! He stare at it non stop. Curious.

Me and cousins, playing candles.

Candles

cousins, sis and I (2nd from left)

After lighting them up, i started to hold up the camera to snap pictures. It's beautiful.

Burnt lantern O.O

Sister. =)

Mum and aunt set things up to pray. It's a Buddhist ritual.

Of course, there wouldn't be mooncake festival if there isn't a full moon in the night of the 8th month's 15th day on the lunar calendar.

My Favourite shot of the day!

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!

P/s: kor, dont miss home yeahh.. haha

XOXO,

Estelle